What does this dream mean?!

The other night, I had this dream that it was back in 1993 when Michael was on trial the first time. Anyway my dream goes like this, I was with Michael when he had to do that strip search for the police. When it first began, I closed my eyes & started praying for him, & I didn't stop until the officer said they were done. When I opened my eyes, I saw Michael run past me; he looked really upset so I was worried & I tried to run after him but I lost him. A while later, I was walking past an open room when I heard something. I walked in & Michael was leaning against the bed. I saw he had a bloody knife in his hand, but then I noticed something even stranger. He had pierced his hands & feet with the knife & then I thought "Wait a minute, this is strangely famliar." When I lifted his shirt, my suspicions were confirmed; he had pierced his side as well. I asked Michael why he'd done this & his answer was "To share Jesus' pain. I've taken up my cross, just like you always said. I love you so much." Then he died in my arms. For those of you who don't know the story, when Jesus was sentenced to die on the cross, he first had to make the march through the streets up to Calvary. When he got there, before nailing him to the cross, the roman guards made him strip in front of everyone, which is kinda like what Michael went through with the police. So anyway they nailed Jesus' hands and feet to the cross & just before he died, one of the guards put a spear into his side. Why I dreamed that Michael did this, I don't know. Can anybody make some sense of it?