The following week was so tiring I had finally got the last box of stuff into my new apartment I had done most of it myself Jackie insisted that he help me but I told him that I wanted to do it myself, I hated to be a bother.
my birthday party was awesome I had a good time with all my friends that I haven't seen in a while and my mission to get sara and marlon together was a succeed they have been dateing for two days now.
As I sat the box down I finally got a chance to sit down and relax
as I was just about to unpack the first box the door bell rang huh it was probably Jackie.
but to my supprise it was sara
"hey whats up." I said letting her in I had decided to let sar move in with me we were each going to pay half and half on rent
"nothing sorry I couldn't help you with all the moving I had some erins to run for my mom." she said she had already moved all her stuff in cause she didn't have much
we spent the rest of the day unpacking everything
after we finally got done I decided to go visit Michael I haven't talked to him since my birthday party but I decided to call him first
I got my phone out of my pocket and dialed his number to my supprise he answered after 2 rings
"Hello?"
"Hey did you want to go see a movie?" I asked hoping he would say yes we haven't hung out together in a long time.
"yeah sure what did you want to go see?" he asked
"I don't know Ive been wanting to see breaking dawn part 2 how bout we go see that?" I asked
"yeah sounds good ive been wanting see that one to."
he said we were big twilight fans
"cool I will be over in a few." I said walking out the door
"k see you in a few."
"arlighty, bye."
"Bye." he said as we hung up I got in my car and drove to his house I couldn't wait its been so long since we hung out just me and him ever since I started dating Jackie we haven't been hanging much like we used to we had a lot of catching up to
do
when I finally pulled up to his house I beeped the horn hoping I wouldn't have to get out of my airconditioned car
when he finally got in the car I drove off, when we got to the movies we bought a few drinks and a hudge bucket of popcorn when we got in to the theater we took our seats
as I was watching the movie I noticed that Michael was holding my hand so decided to lay my head on his shoulder I could see that he was smiling I looked up and smiled back and layed my head back on his shoulder watching the movie then I reallialized that I was flirting with him and he was flirting with me what was I doing I had a boyfriend and I was flirting with another guy I never thought in my life that I would ever do something like this I knew I had to stop before someone got hurt so I put my attention back on the movie
when the movie was finally was over we walked out of the movie theater I noticted as we were walking I could tell that something was wrong so when we were half way to the car I stoped him
"whats wrong mike?"i asked wondering why his mood was changed all of a sudden
"nothing lets go." he said trying not to look me in the eye.
"no somethings wrong what is it you can tell me." I said trying to get him to just confess already
"look its nothing can we just go." he said getting more frustraded and trying to walk away but I grabbed his arm
"No we are not going anywhere until you tell me whats wrong." I said my voice getting a bit louder
"I said its nothing." He yelled
"Tell me damnnt!"I said yelling so loud the people in the theater could hear me he didn't say anything and just looked at me, we stood there for a few seconds not saying anything
"what is it?" I said in a softer voice
before I knew we were locked in a passionate kiss and I found myself kissing back I had my arms around his neck and he had his hands on my waist we stood there kissing for about 30 seconds when we finally pulled away he had his hand on my cheek I didn't know what to say I was speechless
"I love you skittlez." he said finally after all this time that he loved me.
"Please say something." he said with his hand still on my cheek. I wanted to tell him that I loved him back so much but I know that I couldn't
"Umm." was all that came out of my mouth
"I don't know what to say." I said I felt tears welling up in my eyes I was so confused I was caught between 2 guys and the guys just so happen to be brothers I just didn't know what to do I didn't know who I loved more I was so confused I just stood there looking at my feet
"im sorry Michael I wanna say I love you to but I just cant, I really cant." I said my tears finally falling
"why not." he said he looked like he was trying to hold back tears
"because, I can't love two people at once Michael its imposible." I said tears falling down my cheeks
"Then why cant you just love me then, why him why my brother?" he asked
"Because Michael it just happened, you cant chose who you fall in love with so please don't make me chose." I cried
he didn't say anything else and walked to the car leaving me standing there, I cant believe it I think I just lost my best friend. Forever!
The ride back to his house he didn't say one word to me. I couldn't believe I just lost my best friend I was so upset I wasn't excpecting this to ever happen in my life our friendship was ruined and worst part of all was I didn't know who to blame was it wasn't Michael or Jackies fault cause they just couldn't help that they both loved me at the same time maybe it was my fault cause I just cant chose who I love more I just broke my best friends heart so it was my fault.
when we finally arrived to his house he didn't say a word to me and got out and slammed the door which made me jump yep it was official I had lost my bestfriend! Forever
my birthday party was awesome I had a good time with all my friends that I haven't seen in a while and my mission to get sara and marlon together was a succeed they have been dateing for two days now.
As I sat the box down I finally got a chance to sit down and relax
as I was just about to unpack the first box the door bell rang huh it was probably Jackie.
but to my supprise it was sara
"hey whats up." I said letting her in I had decided to let sar move in with me we were each going to pay half and half on rent
"nothing sorry I couldn't help you with all the moving I had some erins to run for my mom." she said she had already moved all her stuff in cause she didn't have much
we spent the rest of the day unpacking everything
after we finally got done I decided to go visit Michael I haven't talked to him since my birthday party but I decided to call him first
I got my phone out of my pocket and dialed his number to my supprise he answered after 2 rings
"Hello?"
"Hey did you want to go see a movie?" I asked hoping he would say yes we haven't hung out together in a long time.
"yeah sure what did you want to go see?" he asked
"I don't know Ive been wanting to see breaking dawn part 2 how bout we go see that?" I asked
"yeah sounds good ive been wanting see that one to."
he said we were big twilight fans
"cool I will be over in a few." I said walking out the door
"k see you in a few."
"arlighty, bye."
"Bye." he said as we hung up I got in my car and drove to his house I couldn't wait its been so long since we hung out just me and him ever since I started dating Jackie we haven't been hanging much like we used to we had a lot of catching up to
do
when I finally pulled up to his house I beeped the horn hoping I wouldn't have to get out of my airconditioned car
when he finally got in the car I drove off, when we got to the movies we bought a few drinks and a hudge bucket of popcorn when we got in to the theater we took our seats
as I was watching the movie I noticed that Michael was holding my hand so decided to lay my head on his shoulder I could see that he was smiling I looked up and smiled back and layed my head back on his shoulder watching the movie then I reallialized that I was flirting with him and he was flirting with me what was I doing I had a boyfriend and I was flirting with another guy I never thought in my life that I would ever do something like this I knew I had to stop before someone got hurt so I put my attention back on the movie
when the movie was finally was over we walked out of the movie theater I noticted as we were walking I could tell that something was wrong so when we were half way to the car I stoped him
"whats wrong mike?"i asked wondering why his mood was changed all of a sudden
"nothing lets go." he said trying not to look me in the eye.
"no somethings wrong what is it you can tell me." I said trying to get him to just confess already
"look its nothing can we just go." he said getting more frustraded and trying to walk away but I grabbed his arm
"No we are not going anywhere until you tell me whats wrong." I said my voice getting a bit louder
"I said its nothing." He yelled
"Tell me damnnt!"I said yelling so loud the people in the theater could hear me he didn't say anything and just looked at me, we stood there for a few seconds not saying anything
"what is it?" I said in a softer voice
before I knew we were locked in a passionate kiss and I found myself kissing back I had my arms around his neck and he had his hands on my waist we stood there kissing for about 30 seconds when we finally pulled away he had his hand on my cheek I didn't know what to say I was speechless
"I love you skittlez." he said finally after all this time that he loved me.
"Please say something." he said with his hand still on my cheek. I wanted to tell him that I loved him back so much but I know that I couldn't
"Umm." was all that came out of my mouth
"I don't know what to say." I said I felt tears welling up in my eyes I was so confused I was caught between 2 guys and the guys just so happen to be brothers I just didn't know what to do I didn't know who I loved more I was so confused I just stood there looking at my feet
"im sorry Michael I wanna say I love you to but I just cant, I really cant." I said my tears finally falling
"why not." he said he looked like he was trying to hold back tears
"because, I can't love two people at once Michael its imposible." I said tears falling down my cheeks
"Then why cant you just love me then, why him why my brother?" he asked
"Because Michael it just happened, you cant chose who you fall in love with so please don't make me chose." I cried
he didn't say anything else and walked to the car leaving me standing there, I cant believe it I think I just lost my best friend. Forever!
The ride back to his house he didn't say one word to me. I couldn't believe I just lost my best friend I was so upset I wasn't excpecting this to ever happen in my life our friendship was ruined and worst part of all was I didn't know who to blame was it wasn't Michael or Jackies fault cause they just couldn't help that they both loved me at the same time maybe it was my fault cause I just cant chose who I love more I just broke my best friends heart so it was my fault.
when we finally arrived to his house he didn't say a word to me and got out and slammed the door which made me jump yep it was official I had lost my bestfriend! Forever
Be Not Always - Lyrics
Always, be not always
And if always
Bow our heads in shame
Always, please be not always
And if always
Bow our heads in blame
’Cause time has made promises
Just promises
Faces, did you see their faces
Did they touch you
Have you felt such pain
To have nothing
To dream something
Then lose hoping
Is not life but lame
But time has made promises
Just promises
Mothers cry, babies die
Helplessly in arms
While rockets fly
And research lies
In progress to become
But what of men
Of flesh and blood
We turn our backs on life
How can we claim to stand for peace
When the races are in strife
Destroying life
Always, be not always
But if always
Bow our heads in shame
Always, please, please be not always
’Cause if always
Bow our heads in blame
’Cause time, time has made promises
Death promises
Always, be not always
And if always
Bow our heads in shame
Always, please be not always
And if always
Bow our heads in blame
’Cause time has made promises
Just promises
Faces, did you see their faces
Did they touch you
Have you felt such pain
To have nothing
To dream something
Then lose hoping
Is not life but lame
But time has made promises
Just promises
Mothers cry, babies die
Helplessly in arms
While rockets fly
And research lies
In progress to become
But what of men
Of flesh and blood
We turn our backs on life
How can we claim to stand for peace
When the races are in strife
Destroying life
Always, be not always
But if always
Bow our heads in shame
Always, please, please be not always
’Cause if always
Bow our heads in blame
’Cause time, time has made promises
Death promises