oneday i was walking in the street ,on the morning,I walked with no hope,I felt lonely I didn't know where to go or stay ,i lost my way,all I did was pray and tears dropped like waterfall ,then I walked , walked and walked ,I found something like a small grass, I set down on ,put myhead on
my arms and cried , I spent days ,nights ,months in That Way , then oneday I felt myhand
wetting ,I looked at the sky, It was rainning ,so I left that place and walked in the street, It was so cold ,It made me stop moving and My body started to shever, My heart was broken more , more and more with no help ,no support or no hope at all but I kept walking , walking and walking
In the rain then I decided to close my eyes
and I wished If anyone could save me or just stay with to not to be alone ,Then I opened them and I was walking but It rained heavily more , more and more , but not like anytime went before ,therain looked like massive logos, but I kept walking , then I found small tree , I set down under , putting my hand on my head and cried again for days , nights ,weaks and months had gone but It didn't stop rainning ,my heart was beating more ,more and more, It was hardly beating, I didn't know what I can do, Then I screamed yelled " help me please , I need you ,I'm so lonely, I need your love ,may be I'll die now ,please don't leave me can you hear me? can you hear me? "and tears dropped
strongly , then I started To cough , sneeze I got sick .It might be a flu then suddenly I couldn't breathe well and my stomach started to hurt me form hunger , so I fainted for days ,Then oneday I woke up ,It stilled rain ,I heard something ,It sounded cool , I counldn't hear It so well ,cause It was so far, Then I found my self walking to it , but I stilled very sick, sickness Increased more , more and more Then My lungs started to hurt me strongly
but I kept walking, suddenly I heard another thing ,But It was so near ,It looked like wind mills sound I looked behind ,It was havoc,the houses started to fall down ,so I tired to find anywhere to Hide, All the houses in that had damged But I didn't find ,I started to run ,run and run but suddenly big stone
hit myhead strongly so I fainted for hours
Then I woke up , I heard that thing I couldn't know what It was , It stopped rainning , so I ran , ran and ran to the source of it , I got closer ,It's was awesome
human voice , someone was singing but it was intercutting slowely, so I walked quickly , untill I reached , I found him set down under small tree , but he was bleeding and hurting so much , I couldn't hold my tears then I got closer from him , he stopped singing then he fainted , but I cut some clothe and put it on his wounds ,I waited for him to wake up , he woke up But so late cause he was In last breathe
he said "I heard you screaming and crying
you 're looking for someone , so I came here for you to not to feel lonely, cause I'm lonely like you and I started to sing" I said " Thank you very much ,please If you love me , don't speak, you're very tired" then he repeated " but You're not alone I'm here with you ,though you far apart , you're always In myheart" but his voice was so week and started to shever then He stopped ,I said " I love you very much please don't leave me alone, I need you" then he smiled and held my hand he was like an smiling angel ,then he died I screamed and yelled "why did you leave me alone? Please I need you , tell me what I can do and how can I live without you" then I left him , but his smile was always In My heart and his voice was inside my ears ,Then I walked hopeless and heard his voice in everywhere I went , I walked ,walked and walked but tears never stopped dropping or dried, I spent years , years and years on that way ,walk and set down are all I did but oneday I closed myeyes and wished If he could still alive, Then I opened them ,I felt I couldn't see or walk anymore , i lost my balance ,So I fell down on the floor and fainted , I dreamed That He was smiling and saying to me " don't worry, you're really not alone when you need me you'll find me here by yourside ,I said "how? you're dead "
he said " you'll feel that ,cause love lives forever" then he left , I said "where do you go and leave me again?" he didn't reply one and went ,Then I woke up ,I found small paper on the floor ,I opened It ,It was written" Thank you for loving me , you're always In My heart, I'll never forget you,we must meet eachother oneday" then I cried alot, alot and alot, I closed my eyes and opened them I was on the bed ,I was sleeping , but I stilled hear his voice everywhere ,everyday I feel him here with everyday But my tears didn't stop.
my arms and cried , I spent days ,nights ,months in That Way , then oneday I felt myhand
wetting ,I looked at the sky, It was rainning ,so I left that place and walked in the street, It was so cold ,It made me stop moving and My body started to shever, My heart was broken more , more and more with no help ,no support or no hope at all but I kept walking , walking and walking
In the rain then I decided to close my eyes
and I wished If anyone could save me or just stay with to not to be alone ,Then I opened them and I was walking but It rained heavily more , more and more , but not like anytime went before ,therain looked like massive logos, but I kept walking , then I found small tree , I set down under , putting my hand on my head and cried again for days , nights ,weaks and months had gone but It didn't stop rainning ,my heart was beating more ,more and more, It was hardly beating, I didn't know what I can do, Then I screamed yelled " help me please , I need you ,I'm so lonely, I need your love ,may be I'll die now ,please don't leave me can you hear me? can you hear me? "and tears dropped
strongly , then I started To cough , sneeze I got sick .It might be a flu then suddenly I couldn't breathe well and my stomach started to hurt me form hunger , so I fainted for days ,Then oneday I woke up ,It stilled rain ,I heard something ,It sounded cool , I counldn't hear It so well ,cause It was so far, Then I found my self walking to it , but I stilled very sick, sickness Increased more , more and more Then My lungs started to hurt me strongly
but I kept walking, suddenly I heard another thing ,But It was so near ,It looked like wind mills sound I looked behind ,It was havoc,the houses started to fall down ,so I tired to find anywhere to Hide, All the houses in that had damged But I didn't find ,I started to run ,run and run but suddenly big stone
hit myhead strongly so I fainted for hours
Then I woke up , I heard that thing I couldn't know what It was , It stopped rainning , so I ran , ran and ran to the source of it , I got closer ,It's was awesome
human voice , someone was singing but it was intercutting slowely, so I walked quickly , untill I reached , I found him set down under small tree , but he was bleeding and hurting so much , I couldn't hold my tears then I got closer from him , he stopped singing then he fainted , but I cut some clothe and put it on his wounds ,I waited for him to wake up , he woke up But so late cause he was In last breathe
he said "I heard you screaming and crying
you 're looking for someone , so I came here for you to not to feel lonely, cause I'm lonely like you and I started to sing" I said " Thank you very much ,please If you love me , don't speak, you're very tired" then he repeated " but You're not alone I'm here with you ,though you far apart , you're always In myheart" but his voice was so week and started to shever then He stopped ,I said " I love you very much please don't leave me alone, I need you" then he smiled and held my hand he was like an smiling angel ,then he died I screamed and yelled "why did you leave me alone? Please I need you , tell me what I can do and how can I live without you" then I left him , but his smile was always In My heart and his voice was inside my ears ,Then I walked hopeless and heard his voice in everywhere I went , I walked ,walked and walked but tears never stopped dropping or dried, I spent years , years and years on that way ,walk and set down are all I did but oneday I closed myeyes and wished If he could still alive, Then I opened them ,I felt I couldn't see or walk anymore , i lost my balance ,So I fell down on the floor and fainted , I dreamed That He was smiling and saying to me " don't worry, you're really not alone when you need me you'll find me here by yourside ,I said "how? you're dead "
he said " you'll feel that ,cause love lives forever" then he left , I said "where do you go and leave me again?" he didn't reply one and went ,Then I woke up ,I found small paper on the floor ,I opened It ,It was written" Thank you for loving me , you're always In My heart, I'll never forget you,we must meet eachother oneday" then I cried alot, alot and alot, I closed my eyes and opened them I was on the bed ,I was sleeping , but I stilled hear his voice everywhere ,everyday I feel him here with everyday But my tears didn't stop.
Caroline couldn't believe what happened at that moment.. When they stopped they looked at eachother for a moment.. they tried to understand what happened.... but they coudn't..
Caroline:"MIchael.. I.. I don't know what to say.. "
Michael went very red.. he was licking his lips.. and biting his lower lip..
Michael:"I'm sorry.. but I had to do it.. I couldn't resist..I'm too much in love with u Caroline.. Since I was at high school.. i was in love with u.."
Caroline was shocked.. but happy.. she felt a sense of satisfaction....
Caroline..:"Michael.. even I.. when u hugged.. I felt something that i never felt before.. it was something special.. from that moment i didn't stop thinking about u.."
They looked at eachother than they kissed.. they were together.. forever..
Caroline:"MIchael.. I.. I don't know what to say.. "
Michael went very red.. he was licking his lips.. and biting his lower lip..
Michael:"I'm sorry.. but I had to do it.. I couldn't resist..I'm too much in love with u Caroline.. Since I was at high school.. i was in love with u.."
Caroline was shocked.. but happy.. she felt a sense of satisfaction....
Caroline..:"Michael.. even I.. when u hugged.. I felt something that i never felt before.. it was something special.. from that moment i didn't stop thinking about u.."
They looked at eachother than they kissed.. they were together.. forever..
Michael and Caroline were walking together in the street.. Caroline started telling the whole story.
Caroline:"My boyfriend gave me a visit.. i asked to have dinner with me.. but he said that he was very.. busy.."
She paused for a moment..
Michael:"Do u want to stop? I don't want to make u upset.."
Caroline:"No.. I have to tell u everything.. Then I went at his house.. and his mum said he was at a bar.. then I saw him with another girl..They were holding hands.. laughing.."
Michael:"I'm sorry.. very sorry.. i wish to do something to help.."
Caroline:"I need a hug.."
Michael gave a big lovable hug.. she felt safe.. she didn't feel alone.. She was cheering up.. she felt something that she never felt.. she didn't know what it was.. but she felt something.. and she knew that she felt something for Michael..
Part 5 soon :))
Caroline:"My boyfriend gave me a visit.. i asked to have dinner with me.. but he said that he was very.. busy.."
She paused for a moment..
Michael:"Do u want to stop? I don't want to make u upset.."
Caroline:"No.. I have to tell u everything.. Then I went at his house.. and his mum said he was at a bar.. then I saw him with another girl..They were holding hands.. laughing.."
Michael:"I'm sorry.. very sorry.. i wish to do something to help.."
Caroline:"I need a hug.."
Michael gave a big lovable hug.. she felt safe.. she didn't feel alone.. She was cheering up.. she felt something that she never felt.. she didn't know what it was.. but she felt something.. and she knew that she felt something for Michael..
Part 5 soon :))
Dr. Conrad Murray won't just face the judge in his manslaughter case on Monday -- we're told an army of MJ fans plans a little surprise of its own ... in the protest department.
A rep for Justice4MJ -- the fan group planning the demonstration -- tells TMZ that scores of Jackson fans plan to attend ... and it's all going down on the freeway overpass near the L.A. courthouse.
We're told when the hearing ends ... the protesters plan to march from the courthouse -- then quickly split for the overpasses as Murray makes his exit. They will bid Dr. Murray adieu as he drives off -- probably not in the friendliest of ways.
But we're guessing the protest is the least of Dr. Murray's worries.
A rep for Justice4MJ -- the fan group planning the demonstration -- tells TMZ that scores of Jackson fans plan to attend ... and it's all going down on the freeway overpass near the L.A. courthouse.
We're told when the hearing ends ... the protesters plan to march from the courthouse -- then quickly split for the overpasses as Murray makes his exit. They will bid Dr. Murray adieu as he drives off -- probably not in the friendliest of ways.
But we're guessing the protest is the least of Dr. Murray's worries.
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Michael's name has the exact letters to describe him. He had the sweetest voice for such a young child and the smoothest dance moves. We would have talent shows at our school or community recreation center, and there would always be a number of us who wanted to portray Michael and the Jackson five.
As he and we grew older we still enjoyed his sounds and performances. No one makes all perfect decisions in their lives. As with many a great artist he had some ups and downs. But through it all, his musical talents have been phenomenal genius.
Write Tribute Poem/Lyrics for link mother Katherine, and Win a Free Copy of The Katherine Jackson Story Book. The contest has been initiated by the website link specifically for the diehard fans of the king of pop Michael Jackson so that they have their chance to get their MJ tribute heard with a personal thank you from the woman who knew him best.
The book contains 150 pages of never-before-seen photos of Michael Jackson and Katherine's own anecdotes about Michael. When asked about the book Katherine remarked, “The world knew my son, but then again, they really didn't... this is my chance to share the stories that are near to my heart for his fans and his children".
The book contains 150 pages of never-before-seen photos of Michael Jackson and Katherine's own anecdotes about Michael. When asked about the book Katherine remarked, “The world knew my son, but then again, they really didn't... this is my chance to share the stories that are near to my heart for his fans and his children".
TMZ has learned the Holmby Hills mansion where Michael Jackson died is getting a serious boost in security -- so nobody messes with the super-expensive property while it's on the market.
Sources connected to the home tell us ... now that people know the home is "vacated and for sale, the property owners have increased security to keep it safe."
As we previously reported, the owners are requiring potential buyers to go through an "extensive pre-qualifying check" before they can even walk in the door ... just to keep out the riffraff.
The home is currently on the market for a cool $28 mil.
Sources connected to the home tell us ... now that people know the home is "vacated and for sale, the property owners have increased security to keep it safe."
As we previously reported, the owners are requiring potential buyers to go through an "extensive pre-qualifying check" before they can even walk in the door ... just to keep out the riffraff.
The home is currently on the market for a cool $28 mil.
The company suing the Michael Jackson estate for $300 million over the Jackson family concert that never took place just got two strikes against it, and the pitcher was a federal judge.
The judge on Tuesday threw out two of the three claims AllGood Entertainment filed against the estate, AEG and Frank Dileo.
The suit claims Dileo, MJ's alleged former manager, made a deal with AllGood that Michael would perform at a Jackson Family concert before doing any other gigs. By launching the London series of concerts, AllGood claims Jackson breached his deal and cost AllGood a bundle.
But a federal judge ruled AllGood's claim for fraud and tortious interference (i.e., intermeddling) was bogus. All that is left of the lawsuit is a breach of contract claim.
The estate claims Dileo never had authority to make a deal with AllGood.
The judge on Tuesday threw out two of the three claims AllGood Entertainment filed against the estate, AEG and Frank Dileo.
The suit claims Dileo, MJ's alleged former manager, made a deal with AllGood that Michael would perform at a Jackson Family concert before doing any other gigs. By launching the London series of concerts, AllGood claims Jackson breached his deal and cost AllGood a bundle.
But a federal judge ruled AllGood's claim for fraud and tortious interference (i.e., intermeddling) was bogus. All that is left of the lawsuit is a breach of contract claim.
The estate claims Dileo never had authority to make a deal with AllGood.
MZ has learned Dr. Conrad Murray will go about his normal business -- seeing patients -- on the anniversary of Michael Jackson's death.
We're told Murray will not visit MJ's mausoleum Friday, because it will cause a scene. He will, we're told, pay his respects around that time, when no one is there.
Miranda Sevcik, the PR rep for Murray's lawyer, Ed Chernoff, tells TMZ, "Dr. Murray will be mourning privately. He doesn't want to distract people by reminding them of Michael's death. He'd rather people remember his friend, Michael Jackson, as he was in life
We're told Murray will not visit MJ's mausoleum Friday, because it will cause a scene. He will, we're told, pay his respects around that time, when no one is there.
Miranda Sevcik, the PR rep for Murray's lawyer, Ed Chernoff, tells TMZ, "Dr. Murray will be mourning privately. He doesn't want to distract people by reminding them of Michael's death. He'd rather people remember his friend, Michael Jackson, as he was in life
TMZ has learned Katherine Jackson and Michael Jackson's three kids will not be in L.A. to commemorate the one-year anniversary of MJ's death.
Sources connected with the family tell TMZ the gang will be at Michael's birthplace -- Gary, Indiana -- where they will observe the day.
We're told Katherine is set on Gary because she feels it is a "family point of connection" -- and it's just too crazy in L.A.
Our sources say Katherine, Prince, Paris, and Blanket will keep things private with relatives and friends in Gary.
Sources connected with the family tell TMZ the gang will be at Michael's birthplace -- Gary, Indiana -- where they will observe the day.
We're told Katherine is set on Gary because she feels it is a "family point of connection" -- and it's just too crazy in L.A.
Our sources say Katherine, Prince, Paris, and Blanket will keep things private with relatives and friends in Gary.
You'll probably never get this letter
Michael, I wrote you a hundred times before
Knowing how I feel, I'll write a hundred more"
"Dear Michael, everytime your records on
Michael, I close my eyes and sing along
Dreaming you're singing to me"
And then she wrote
"Michael, I love you
I've held tears back long as I can
I'm sealing my feelings in this envelope
Cause I wanna be more than just your number one fan
I'm gonna answer your letter
I'll start beginning with the ABCs of loving you
Your letter really touched my heart
I've been dreaming of meeting the picture
That you sent along, signed with all your love
(Michael, Michael)
(I want you)
(She wrote)
I'm gonna write you back
Ooh, I promise you that
Girl, I think I love you
Hurry, hurry Mr Postman
Take my letter
Tell her her I love her
Hurry, hurry Mr Postman
Take my letter
Tell her I love her
Dr. Conrad Murray had requested lifesaving equipment and back-up help for Michael Jackson from the promoter of the London concerts -- AEG -- but the company never came through, according to a new complaint filed by Joe Jackson.
TMZ broke the story -- Joe was gunning for AEG by filing complaints with the California Medical Board and another agency, alleging the concert promoter abused Jackson in a way that led to his death -- and he's just filed with the Medical Board.
Joe claims days before Jackson's death Murray had requested a heart resuscitation machine and a nurse in several e-mails making the request, but AEG never provided it.
According to the complaint, Joe is accusing AEG of co-opting Murray's medical judgment by enticing him with a huge salary -- in effect engaging in the "unlawful practice of corporate medicine."
Besides the CPR machine, Murray also asked for saline, catheters, needles and a gurney.
AEG and Murray had no comment.
TMZ broke the story -- Joe was gunning for AEG by filing complaints with the California Medical Board and another agency, alleging the concert promoter abused Jackson in a way that led to his death -- and he's just filed with the Medical Board.
Joe claims days before Jackson's death Murray had requested a heart resuscitation machine and a nurse in several e-mails making the request, but AEG never provided it.
According to the complaint, Joe is accusing AEG of co-opting Murray's medical judgment by enticing him with a huge salary -- in effect engaging in the "unlawful practice of corporate medicine."
Besides the CPR machine, Murray also asked for saline, catheters, needles and a gurney.
AEG and Murray had no comment.
Michael Jackson had some unexpected company drop by this weekend -- a surprise visit from his close friend Stevie Wonder.
TMZ has confirmed that the singer and three of his children stopped by Michael's tomb at the Forest Lawn Cemetery in Glendale, CA this weekend to pay their respects.
According to Stevie's rep, Wonder and his kids had gone to the cemetery to visit Stevie's dearly departed mother -- but Stevie's children insisted they visit MJ too.
Wonder and MJ were famously close -- and at MJ's memorial last year, Stevie told the crowd he often let Michael know how much he loved him ... and was "at peace with that."
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TMZ has confirmed that the singer and three of his children stopped by Michael's tomb at the Forest Lawn Cemetery in Glendale, CA this weekend to pay their respects.
According to Stevie's rep, Wonder and his kids had gone to the cemetery to visit Stevie's dearly departed mother -- but Stevie's children insisted they visit MJ too.
Wonder and MJ were famously close -- and at MJ's memorial last year, Stevie told the crowd he often let Michael know how much he loved him ... and was "at peace with that."
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Originally posted May 29th 2010 1:00 AM PDT by TMZ Staff
TMZ has learned Dr. Conrad Murray will visit Michael Jackson on or around the first anniversary of the singer's death.
Sources connected with the doctor tell us Murray is torn up by Jackson's death and the anniversary is an important milestone.
And we've learned Dr. Murray has visited the Forest Lawn mausoleum where Jackson is entombed a number of times. "He goes there a lot," we're told. Murray avoids attention by going either early in the morning or during off-hours.
TMZ has learned Dr. Conrad Murray will visit Michael Jackson on or around the first anniversary of the singer's death.
Sources connected with the doctor tell us Murray is torn up by Jackson's death and the anniversary is an important milestone.
And we've learned Dr. Murray has visited the Forest Lawn mausoleum where Jackson is entombed a number of times. "He goes there a lot," we're told. Murray avoids attention by going either early in the morning or during off-hours.