I have only been completely devoted to fanpop just this year even if I was already a member since 2008. I was welcomed first in the Brucas spot that had grown (and still continues to thrive) every time I visit there. I've shared my opinions regarding the 'OTH Trifecta' as I call it (NH-BL-JP) and I'm also always eager to write articles that will unite these ships under one flag; and one of the things to achieve such a goal is learning to appeal to the antagonistic side of these fans: the common hate among most BLers and some JPers on the LP TLA. I'm only a small participant of this timeless debacle. If you're an OTH fan and an avid fanpopper, then you might have your share of unpleasant debates in order to defend your ship, never waving that white flag. In a sense, it almost feels like all of us are sworn to protect our ships from parasitic invaders---which clearly is a sign of 'the fangirl disease'; and we're all victims of the debauchery (and none of us are eager to be cured because it's part of what makes fandoms to die for, right?)
When I've finished writing link and had now finished re-reading it again, it struck me that I was inconsistent with my current dealings in this spot that clashed with my pledge written on that said article. For example, I have avoided describing myself as an ANTI-LPER and rather choose to define myself "non-supporter" instead when it comes to LP, out of respect to the Leyton fans. The reason I write this is because it has been brought to my attention that I have offended the halfies in this spot, those who prefer both Leyton and Jeyton. It wasn't my intention to promote discrimination, because that is not who I am when I first started here and I'm not about to succumb to disrespectful conduct among my peers. I do remember BL-fan-Mon who had made a pick long ago pertaining to halfies of both BL-LP, and that most of the hardcore BLers answered that they do not appreciate halfies whining about this and that when it comes to strictly-and-certificed-BLers/LP-bashing materials posted on the BL spot. And perhaps this should not be the case here on the JP Spot, because it's the apples-and-oranges scenario. I'm honestly fraught about the developments here so please bear me as I explain (if you still want to read on, that is).
So okay. Leyton is the established endgame---but I'm still in love with Jeyton, and I want to fight for them by steering the ship to new directions, to keep things shaking and fresh for other lonely fans who still do believe in their promise of someday. This is when I conceptualized link and many have responded to the distress call to rescue this ship. I was pleased to interact with other hardcore JPers and BLers who also adore JP. I try to keep this spot alive even in the simplest of my efforts, and others like [b]Kristine, Nem, Joana, Mickei, Terra, backtoblack, amandaj, Molly, Catia, and so on, have also tried their best to be active and participate in JP-related activities. Others whom I have never met personally also started coming here (like anhdara13 who joined FP solely for the JP Spot), until the green number up here just keeps adding numbers. And once again, I was pleased.
I admit I'm jealous of the BL spot because it's always active and fans are always finding ways to keep up their faith and I can see they really are enjoying themselves with all the bonding. I hope it's not selfish of me to wish that here in our spot, but there is clearly a dividing border among shipmates. In the Brucas spot, everything is tight: everyone agrees Brooke belongs to Lucas (and those who think otherwise have the Brulian, Brase and Browen spots to flock to). Meanwhile, here in the JP spot, it's still not agreed upon whom Peyton belongs to. I am a Peyton fan and I want her happy too, but with whom is the deal breaker here. It is not my wish to cause alienation with my signature polls TRUTH BOMBS and Speculation Time. I really do make sure that everyone can relate and have a good time, but I failed to take to account the halfies since, whether I like it or not, they're--say, 80% of the fanbase here in this spot, and I must learn to live with that---although I would never EVER SUPPORT and SET SAILS with the LP Ship. Ever. And I think most of who had read my articles can now roll their eyes and say, "We know, Eka, STFU already." I will not withhold all my opinions/articles regarding my tremendous disregard of LP, but I still strive to keep peace with their fanbase (unless of course if they attack first; I will not hesitate to be swift and merciless either).
Still, it is my sincerest of motivations that I want to keep this spot alive and growing, and I'll be able to compromise somehow, to meet the others halfway if most of the passengers are not into the buffet of LP hate. I understand. I just wish that this won't cause any more problems than it should so from now on, I will tread carefully in this spot, and will always make it to a point to close-caption comments that would amount to LP bashing (I may not avoid doing this most days and I ask for tolerance in case this happens. I'm only human) so halfies can choose whether to read the rest of my comments or not. I don't suggest others will follow suit unless they also think it's fair. I just do not want to get into anybody's morning side especially if I don't even mean to. Reconciliation is always important in a group, and sometimes one must give way to the needs of the majority instead of personal gain. I can only hope I still live to that code.
I'm very proud of us for making it this far and I hope to share more ups and lows with you guys. May I ask Kristine to redo the Fan Of The Month pick, because I don't think that I deserve it, and I think the poll should be renewed anyway. Thanks.
Again, deepest apologies. I did not mean to appear selfish and act like I'm the captain here or something because this spot is a group effort and I cannot afford to be such, for a lack of a better word, a twat.
Gomen na sai.
-eka-chan-
When I've finished writing link and had now finished re-reading it again, it struck me that I was inconsistent with my current dealings in this spot that clashed with my pledge written on that said article. For example, I have avoided describing myself as an ANTI-LPER and rather choose to define myself "non-supporter" instead when it comes to LP, out of respect to the Leyton fans. The reason I write this is because it has been brought to my attention that I have offended the halfies in this spot, those who prefer both Leyton and Jeyton. It wasn't my intention to promote discrimination, because that is not who I am when I first started here and I'm not about to succumb to disrespectful conduct among my peers. I do remember BL-fan-Mon who had made a pick long ago pertaining to halfies of both BL-LP, and that most of the hardcore BLers answered that they do not appreciate halfies whining about this and that when it comes to strictly-and-certificed-BLers/LP-bashing materials posted on the BL spot. And perhaps this should not be the case here on the JP Spot, because it's the apples-and-oranges scenario. I'm honestly fraught about the developments here so please bear me as I explain (if you still want to read on, that is).
So okay. Leyton is the established endgame---but I'm still in love with Jeyton, and I want to fight for them by steering the ship to new directions, to keep things shaking and fresh for other lonely fans who still do believe in their promise of someday. This is when I conceptualized link and many have responded to the distress call to rescue this ship. I was pleased to interact with other hardcore JPers and BLers who also adore JP. I try to keep this spot alive even in the simplest of my efforts, and others like [b]Kristine, Nem, Joana, Mickei, Terra, backtoblack, amandaj, Molly, Catia, and so on, have also tried their best to be active and participate in JP-related activities. Others whom I have never met personally also started coming here (like anhdara13 who joined FP solely for the JP Spot), until the green number up here just keeps adding numbers. And once again, I was pleased.
I admit I'm jealous of the BL spot because it's always active and fans are always finding ways to keep up their faith and I can see they really are enjoying themselves with all the bonding. I hope it's not selfish of me to wish that here in our spot, but there is clearly a dividing border among shipmates. In the Brucas spot, everything is tight: everyone agrees Brooke belongs to Lucas (and those who think otherwise have the Brulian, Brase and Browen spots to flock to). Meanwhile, here in the JP spot, it's still not agreed upon whom Peyton belongs to. I am a Peyton fan and I want her happy too, but with whom is the deal breaker here. It is not my wish to cause alienation with my signature polls TRUTH BOMBS and Speculation Time. I really do make sure that everyone can relate and have a good time, but I failed to take to account the halfies since, whether I like it or not, they're--say, 80% of the fanbase here in this spot, and I must learn to live with that---although I would never EVER SUPPORT and SET SAILS with the LP Ship. Ever. And I think most of who had read my articles can now roll their eyes and say, "We know, Eka, STFU already." I will not withhold all my opinions/articles regarding my tremendous disregard of LP, but I still strive to keep peace with their fanbase (unless of course if they attack first; I will not hesitate to be swift and merciless either).
Still, it is my sincerest of motivations that I want to keep this spot alive and growing, and I'll be able to compromise somehow, to meet the others halfway if most of the passengers are not into the buffet of LP hate. I understand. I just wish that this won't cause any more problems than it should so from now on, I will tread carefully in this spot, and will always make it to a point to close-caption comments that would amount to LP bashing (I may not avoid doing this most days and I ask for tolerance in case this happens. I'm only human) so halfies can choose whether to read the rest of my comments or not. I don't suggest others will follow suit unless they also think it's fair. I just do not want to get into anybody's morning side especially if I don't even mean to. Reconciliation is always important in a group, and sometimes one must give way to the needs of the majority instead of personal gain. I can only hope I still live to that code.
I'm very proud of us for making it this far and I hope to share more ups and lows with you guys. May I ask Kristine to redo the Fan Of The Month pick, because I don't think that I deserve it, and I think the poll should be renewed anyway. Thanks.
Again, deepest apologies. I did not mean to appear selfish and act like I'm the captain here or something because this spot is a group effort and I cannot afford to be such, for a lack of a better word, a twat.
Gomen na sai.
-eka-chan-