im tired of this life style

drugs, lies, cheating, stealing, everything that deep inside i am truly not.

im starting over, i would appreciate it if you called me by my birth name Eric. it seems that when i was younger, and i went by Eric i was much happier then i am any way

I AM DONE WITH DRUGS AND NO I DO NOT WANNA PARTY WITH YOU.

i rather sit at home alone then get into trouble and fooked up.

in the past year, year in a half i have totaly messed up my life. been in and outta jail, rehab. lost everyone that actually were friends, and gained a bunch of aquaintences that were never truly my friends at all.

im tired of fake people and fake feelings. i am a very real person and i want to surround myself with other real people.

im going back to the life i had in, oh say, 2006. the only diff i guess is that i still need to smoke cigs.

take my advice considering ive lived 27x more of the life then most of you have. drugs are not worth it and crime does not pay. dont you have goals? do you really just wanna spend all ur money on drugs and just be high for the rest of your life??

thats not a life, thats just stalling for death. if you really dont give a shit about yourself then i pray for ur lost soul. but i have goals and dreams and im not gonna let drugs and negitive people get the best of me.

id appreciate ur support as im making a total u-turn in my life